2:35AM rant on everything

[deepbluevibes]

this was retarded

[Jay]

Welcome to the brotherhood. ><

I also enjoy manipulating people's emotions.

[Alphonse v.2]

Drugs are baad M'Kay.

[ruaidhri]

I am very impressed! You have captured the mystery of subconscious thought mixing with and confusing conscious desires.

Keep writing. Keep sharing.

[deepbluevibes]

never done drugs in my life.
drank maybe, twice? barely anything too.

i don't smoke cigs or weed.

however, i have had a lot of medical drugs put into me over the course of my 19 year life. morphine, barium, semi-radioactive fluid, blood-tinting drugs, drugs to take my temperature, drugs that paralyzed me, that numbed me, spinal taps, everything. all because of my heart or other various reasons.

and yeah, people say i have kind of a bizarre talent for that. to write directly from "the mind" or whatever you'd call it. when i type online i type as if i were talking; not typing.

[deepbluevibes]

also, right now i am the "stupid" me. what i wrote up there isn't even 5% of who i am right "now"; i can't even percieve writing any of that bullshit or whatever the fuck i wrote last night.

but come night time or early morning, that all will make sense. haha

[Mastiker]

also, right now i am the "stupid" me. what i wrote up there isn't even 5% of who i am right "now"; i can't even percieve writing any of that bullshit or whatever the fuck i wrote last night.

but come night time or early morning, that all will make sense. haha


yeah I'm a lot like you. I act much more better at 3 AM than any other time in the day.