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Snake eyeS
10-09-2005, 11:59 AM
Sorry that i dont pay enough attention to you, Sorry that you have to take the backseat while miss pretty takes the front seat. Sorry for not taking the time to really talk to you, im sorry but your ugly.

when out clubbing lots of social standards get trown out the window and supervisial rules the world. if you can dance, your in. if you look good, you in. If you walk and talk with the right crowd, your in.

Last night: You could say it was a normal night, so nothing really weird happend but it did sparkle my intrest to write a little about it.

I finally went out with 3 of my real real friends, the last few months ive been going out with party animals and the entire night consisted of trying to get lucky with girls. this night however was a good old fashioned drinking party without the stress to compete for girls attention with other gamers(players doesnt sound right) We started out in a bar that used to be our regular bar but ever since we stopped going out for drinks that place turned into an shitty bar, so off we went to a more crowded bar. we drank the night away there and purposly danced like a fool and i had a blast.

In that time i observed what me and others around me were doing. and sadly to say, my first paragraph goes for most people, personality doesnt count, only the package your presenting.

So when i came to that conclusion i made it my goal for the night to give attention to whoever it was asking.. saw some really suprised faces that night, it seems pretty much all the shy girls(those that have reason to be shy) were grateful, it was like opening a can of shaken coca cola, the second you opened them, they bursted out with enthousiasm, and that enthousiasm only increased when you gave them actual feedback, you can see that those kind of girls are used to be taken for a joke.. its like they expect to be ignored after they bursted out of they little shell. so after chatting with a very intresting person i would normally ignore because i had other goals, the night started coming to an end. ignoring the girls that reconised me from my gamers time and saying my goodbyes to the new girls i met, we walked outside the bar....

Now you tought the normal and fun eveving would stop here right? cause thats how most evenings look right? well not if you are me and know the people i know.

at 3 in the night i get a call from one of my other friends, its one of the gamers. after checking if my stamina could cut it i agreed to meet them in our usual gamers bar.. my other mates went home and i began the night what turned out to be another normal night out in the town, gamers style.

I walk in the bar to be greeted by the usual faces, these are guys and girls that i only know from clubbing and really have no connection with other then:
"Hey, wazzup? again out in the town boy?" "Damn look at that ass" " MAN IM PISSEDD DRUNK MANN" "so how would you like it if i pushed my tongue down your troat?" These are the people that live and breathe shallowness, they ignore anything that doesnt fit inside their little box. goto love the incrowd...

After strolling around a bit i see my mates, i start to make my way towards them when i get jumped by a girl.. ahh i know her, shes the idiot one with the nice ass. after sheshamelessly flirts with me i decide to give in and dance a bit with her, in the corner of my eyes i see my mates grinning towards me, they know im game. so after bluntly walking off and leaving the girl wonder where i went i greet my mates(in a very gamers like way, you can inmagine the shallowness) we drink and drink and i get more drunk, so drunk that i see my mates taking distance, im about to go "beerhoff" style. thats my really drunk way of doing, i push everything away and im very rude.. welcome to the other realm.

The other realm: This feels good, i see girls everywhere, i also see people that have no faces.. ahh it must be all the ugly people , i dont give a rats ass about them, who invited them anyways? lets see if i can get me some girlsssss... ye, that one will do.. Yo, bitch, you know i want you, lets cut the bullshit and kiss? WHAT? no? damn girl, i need the love! (shamelessly flirting my way into a kiss, you'd be suprised what works on a girl.)
*walks off swaying and bumping into nobodys who spill their drink over themselfs, hah losers*

Ok, thats how i used to act, but after my revilation this evening i decide that this wont happen again(atleast not for a while) after aimlessly looking around to find actual people to talk to without playing a game with them, i decide the shy ones have been turned into the ones they hate the most.. shallow party animals that ignore people outside their box. we soon leave the bar because my mates need more entertainment, we head of to a club. ones inside and after a few beers im wasted, i mostly just hanging on to stay on my feet and looking around where my mates have gone(we usually prawl the clubs.. i coudnt keep up) i decided this would be a good time to start observing again.. because im wasted i dont see the subtle moves that people that i was able to spot in the beginning of the night. i do however watch a nice fight.. funny things those fights, the second they begin, everyone stops what they are doing and watches the "movie".

This movie had 5 guys, 3 bottles, 6 bouncers, and alot of blood. this movie was rated XXX. it was pretty weird to see glass shatter on a guys face and see him explode in blood, it was pretty weird seeing a bouncer get to much involved in the fight and start smashing random bystanders, it was pretty weird the small guy punched the muscular guy K.O in 1 hit.. it was pretty weird i was the only one not intimidated, itmust because i know how most fights go and that i know the unwritten rules to not get involved.

I meet my mates who have a horde of girls following them(these guys are amazing in scoring, its quite a sight) 2 of them want to come home with them and i tag along, taking the backseat because i have outdone my use for the night.

The pretty girl takes shotgun, and the ugly girl gets the backseat and me, the passed out guy. Dammit, i hate how this world works.

悲しいパンダ
10-09-2005, 02:07 PM
*read*.....*read*.....*read*.....*read*.....*scrol l down*.....OMFG!! Its so damn long. =_=' Hm..maybe someone with time to spend can make it shorter, so I could read less. You know I'm a panda and we hate to read for a long period of time. Wait!! Pandas can read?

Jay
10-10-2005, 06:32 PM
It's not THAT long man.

That said, I don't have the attention span to read this right now, but I promise I'll get to it.